I was hoping to create a new NSFW account sooner or later. I wasn’t posting as much as i used to, it’s because of school and what I’ve gone through a lot in my childhood trauma. That’s why I ended up deleting it, but I was hoping to make a new one soon. Maybe i could do that, i just don’t know?

Yes finally, I’m free from hell. In fact, no school cause summer is the beginning. I’ll be starting my own work in drawing soon, stay tuned.

I do know that being active outside from the internet, as well being less active online is better than nothing. In fact, I shouldn’t even be on social media 24/7 all day long. Especially when I still sometimes be a bit active online, while trying to not be too much on social media. At least that I know what touching grass is, cause I do love going outside and being actively engaged with nature. Nothing bad about being outside and enjoying touching grass, is being feared by karma or anything. So why not….

Hey, so I’m still pretty much active sometimes. It’s just been a long while since I’ve had made my decision, for my own social media account. This was for my own mental health and wellbeing for myself, but I may still not be posting art at the end of the summer because of high school. So once I begin posting art at the beginning of summer, I’ll might be able to post regularly. But not every day cause art takes time to process, as well as finishing it throughout the week or even a bit longer. But yeah, hope you doing well. In fact, I miss posting art as my autistic interest so much right now. It’s been too long since I’ve not been able enough to work, on my favorite interest for years on end. So stay tuned for more updates, about my journey back from school.

As you probably may not even know by now. I might probably be deleting a lot of my art post, that I have been making for a while. My art is still old to the point, that my last art post I made is from 2023 in October, which wasn’t even getting that much attention when it was decreasing in likes. So by that I’m deciding to delete, anything that was old and not very successful enough. But it doesn’t mean that I’m deleting this main art account, on any social media platform nor would I even want to move my account just to lose a lot of process of followers. I’m still keeping this account regardless of what’s going to happen, before I can start posting art again. Because I’m choosing to wait until I’ll graduated high school in 2026, or I could start posting art during the summer of 2025. In fact, I been struggling with anxiety and depression for a long while. As an autistic person myself I have been fighting for my human rights and staying strong, my childhood trauma is very depressing and upsetting for how much I been through. If anything in my entire life all I want is to try again and make a better start, as well as trying new skills for my art. That’s where I could actually get my favorite interest back. However, it would take a while to get myself back up top again. Taking a lot of baby steps at the start of getting back into art again, as well as how I started posting before during COVID-19 while I was still homeschool at the time. I just miss drawing so much and because of school, that has been pulling me away from art and creativity as my own freetime. In fact, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know if I’m choosing the right thing by deleting every single one of my art post, because I felt like I need to do this in order to make a fresh start. I also don’t want to delete my art account either, except I did delete Twitter aka “X” for a few months ago because of how much of a garbage website twitter is now. Don’t worry I’m still not going anywhere or even be forgotten, I’ll just have to think about coming back at the start of summer or finish with high school in 2026. But hey what do you think of situation about me, do you still follow and support me regardless of me deleting my old art? Or do you think that I could figure out some ways to get back into posting art again? However, my choice has been decided which settles it.

Hey guys I’m officially now pansexual, also I’m still busy with school unfortunately. But hopefully soon I’ll be able to get back into drawing again, maybe it would be best if I just graduated high school in 2026 not 2025 sorry. However, at least that I have no school for the holidays. I’m so tired from high school while becoming older now, and I just want to be done with school. In fact, hope you’re having a fun time during the holidays.

I had been having some bad writing skills for a long while, and because of me getting much access to the internet in 2019. My writing skills on post, or chatting with were hard to swallow. Simply because of how difficult it was, to write a well done sentence in text writing. And cause that I’m not a little miss perfect over here, which I always had been for the past years. Is the only reason why I’ve had a lot misspelling words, and not even enough of a good organized sentence in writing skills. But I then started to become, more good over time with my writing skills in text or by hand. I’d sometimes even edited my writing to fixed my own, wording in grammar and spelling mistakes to organize them in sentences of writing. I’m still learning to write fluently, in text or on paper. It’s just hard for me to write down words that I really try not to misspell, and I’m not really a fast writer cause I am too slow.

I’ve been a big fan of newgrounds, since I was a young stupid kid. I never made an account until I was probably about 18 years old, when I decided to make an account on newgrounds cause it’s a very popular awesome website. After all I wasn’t really old enough for newgrounds of a young innocent mind, unless I was under the age of 13 and older then that was valid at the time inside of newgrounds. I’m also a very small artist, and been through so many social media platforms before. I never really got that much success from my art posts on social media, as i used to have and the only way to get a following from artists. Is by being part of a fandom, or do something good for the art community. But I always been feeling really busy with high school lately, and the fact that I been having a really bad art block from being burned out including anxiety. Is the reason why I can’t do the things, that I really love to do. As for newgrounds itself, I believe this website is a great place for artists and creators. Which I really like to be one of the most successful artists, just like them on newgrounds.

To a very awesome, and cool person who is the creator of newgrounds. Thank you so much for everything in my life, and how I became an artist today while still following my dreams. Especially, for letting me have the opportunity to be part of the community. If anything newgrounds has always been a special place in our hearts, including the amazing people who became very successful artists. In fact, you made me the creative person that I am today and I’m thankful for that.