OK, I wanna say something to understand how I feel. Based on what I know about my freetime and for what?

I haven’t been drawing as much as posting my artwork in years, cause I was so tired of school lately. My idea was to post it only during the summer which is when I finally finished school. But I did only three pieces of art and that’s it. So what does that even mean? For what I’ve been thinking about most of the time, why can’t I just draw during school or after school? Isn’t that the point?

Plus, I’m already back to school because I only have one year to just finish completely for real. But due to being put in Special Ed, knowing that I never necessarily need Special Ed anymore. Cause I had trauma as a child, when I was put into so much Special Education programs and schools. It makes sense why I have another year to finish up, before I actually completed high school then sooner later graduate, without any needs to be put in Special Ed class while being on an IEP.

Honestly, I was thinking about coming back completely without having to wait until graduation. And even if I had so much art blocks and haven’t been drawing over the years since high school. I wouldn’t be surprise as to why I’m not doing so much work, due to me being the only one not posting art 24/7 online.